#SELFISH but still #SELFLESS

WARNING!!! THIS BLOG CONTAIN EXPLETIVES! 

When you hear the word selfishness you think negativity..

Right? 

Well in my eyes I look at being selfish as both negative and positive.

To the world you must be selfless (YES! YOU MUST!), you must give and you must do good.

But… 

How can you do so much good in this world when YOU are NOT RIGHT with YOU ? 

How..?

After making the world happy, you go home and you are sad, confused… all of a sudden the negative thoughts accumulates in your head and  eats you alive and THEN you don’t know what to think  anymore… so you just go with the “flow”

Are you a dead fish ?

No because you would not be reading this blog.

Why is that? 

Well my advice to my readers (the few I have…love you guys) is that sometimes you need to disconnect from the world because I believe that you should be 150% RIGHT WITH YOURSELF so you can  DISTRIBUTE percentages to the world. Why be at 50% and give the World 80%… that will make you exhausted!!!

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When you know within yourself it does not make you happy.. but whatever you do it anyway. ” I can’t bother” “Meh .. it’s w.e” “it is what it is?” “Same shit, different day”

NO DON’T TELL YOURSELF THAT!

Wait…Why are you even tolerating the same shit everyday?

It is a different day I WONT ALLOW THE SAME SHIT TO HAPPEN THAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY. I think that’s a better way to make an approach

I am 23 years of age and it took me 23 years to discover that it is OKAY to not be OKAY and it is OKAY to be selfish. When I use to get sad is like the world end “LAWD JESUS WHY ME?” today nah FUCK THAT! If me sad me just tough it out and I don’t seek comfort from anyone, I hold it out cause that’s how I go learn..I DEAL WITH IT ALONE as best as I can if i need help …I seek it but If I can tough it out alone that’t an awesome feeling for me and I get excited LIKE I SURVIVED!

Then I would extend a compliment to myself  by saying

” GUH DEH GOOD GYAL…RAEEEE, LAWWWD, WOIII “

That’s just MY NEW challenge trying to dealing with it alone.

Cause morewhile and mi aguh be honest  morewhile mi sad and mi deven know why GOD KNOW (LOL) typing that amde me laugh 

Not saying you should not have someone to talk to . No I would never… but to get a different result sometimes you have to take a different approach.

And it is okay that yesterday was an awesome day and today is not so awesome…it is okay

LIFE IS NOT A STRAIGHT PATH IT CONSISTS OF HILLS AND VALLEYS

morewhile a some rassclatt steep hill and valley too enuh. (gwan laugh but a nuh joke ting)

To put yourself first, to work on you for a change is necessary to accomplishing your GOALS both long-term and short-term.

Like many others a lot of times I am placed in a situation whether it is work, school or my personal life where the decision I make is not necessary in the favor of someone and you might change it just to put their feelings first because you know it makes this person, coworker or classmate happy.

AND TRUST ME I HAVE DONE THAT A NUMBER OF TIMES AND THAT’S OKAY! THAT’S MORE THAN OKAY BECAUSE I BELIEVE YOU SHOULD BE SELFLESS …

…but to what extent?  that’s the question .. and you should know that answer because you know you.

How can I help someone to reach their full potential If I don’t exercise my full potential? 

There are times when you MUST put yourself first because if you live all your life putting everyone first for the rest of your life… I am no MS. CLEO but I think you will be sad for the rest of your life and you will always wonder…

What if I had actually took the time out to just focus on me? 

What if I actually did what I said I was going to do?

What if….

Well my readers know me as the one to always take on a self improvement challenge.

Yes I have faced many life challenges throughout my 23 years of living but I didn’t die.

So my new challenge of course I will blog about what I have decided to do and what I have been doing to improve my happiness, my positive thoughts

A MAJOR ONE to stop overthinking ..listen I can turn a dot in a circle having  you calculating 2*π*r  and have you wondering how did I (KKW) even get here.

AND I AM SERIOUS (that is the extent of my overthinking)

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Laugh.. you should have laughed because I mix that with mathematics and it was funny!!!!

Well I laughed. lol

and a very important one MY MIND, To give my all in everything I do (work, school, personal life) MY MIND HAS TO BE WRIGHT (lol) But RIGHT works too. 🙂

#SELFISH but still #SELFLESS

  1. I am careful to who I speak to, not everyone deserves my time or a reply.
  2. I Read more … Hey Daddy finally !! 23 years later… ( I know you are proud)
  3. I exercise … it is not always an intense workout sometimes I do like 10 push-ups and some sit-ups and call it a day. But I did something didn’t I ?
  4. Drink green tea ( every single morning, it is my caffeine)
  5. I use my phone less believe it or not lol
  6. Spend less time on Social Media
  7. Spend more time reading blogs and having an idea of how persons on their self improvement journey are coping
  8. I ensure I am on time with everything I do (school, work, meetings, events) punctuality is important
  9. I cook
  10. I write down my goals for the day and I continuously check the list to be reminded of what I need to do,I might not accomplish everything on the list but I get some things done
  11. I have a list of inexpensive items I want to purchase each month. #SPOILYOURSELF
  12. I go out for entertainment now and then
  13. I listen/watch to motivational videos
  14. I communicate with people who are always positive and uplifitng
  15. I believe Energy and vibe does not lie
  16. I believe the universe speaks to me by allowing me to see what I see and hear what I hear especially when it refers to how I feel.
  17. At the end of 2017 I MUST have 12 books, yes be free to buy me a book I will love you for it. lol
  18. I get sad and how I deal…  is that I watch something funny, read something funny or go listen to some dancehall or soca songs and wine up my body. Yes, literally I wine up my body, get my heart racing and say Alright ready again. #LETSGO
  19. I believe in Team Work, I use to always want to do it ALL I learn that it is o…k… to  Sss…looo….oooo….w…. Down.  It is okay to ASK FOR HELP at work, at school and personal life
  20. I say NO. Without reason, when I use to say no I always thought I was obligated to give a reason. I am not. Well unless it’s Money we don’t say no to money without reason lol
  21. FUCK FEAR. I use to kill myself with what ifs and buts because of fear.
  22. FUCK FEAR
  23. FUCK FEAR
  24. FUCK FEAR
  25. FUCK COMFORT.. always have room for growth and improvement.
  26. FUCK COMFORT
  27. FUCK COMFORT
  28. FUCK COMFORT
  29. FUCK COMFORT
  30. I ALWAYS SMILE AND I ALWAYS SHOW KINDNESS

I think being selfish at times makes you a better selfless person.

One thing I always say to myself is that I look for long term and sometimes certain environment and situations are toxic. If you know it makes you weak, angry, unhappy WALK AWAY, LEAVE, CUT , OUTTA HERE, DEUCES, BYE 

How I know I  love what I do ?

I AM EXCITED, LIKE I GET THIS JOY ..I can’t explain the feeling but it is an amazing one. 

  1. TO WAKE UP SO I CAN SEE THE NEXT CHAPTER OF THE BOOK
  2. I CAN TRY THIS WORKOUT
  3. I GET TO TALK TO THIS PERSON
  4. I GET TO SEE THIS PERSON
  5. I GET TO ACCOMPLISH SOME GOALS
  6. I GET TO EXERCISE MY CREATIVITY
  7. I GET TO MAKE SOME MONEY
  8. I GET TO ENCOURAGE SOMEONE
  9. I MADE SOMEONE SMILE
  10. I INSPIRED SOMEONE

That’s how you know what is for you is for you when you have this over joyed, great, amazing, phenomenal, fantastic .. I could go on…feeling ALL THE TIME.

If you don’t have that over joy feeling to wake up and say YES!

Then…

Simple.

C H A N G E

Thanks For Reading 

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