My Jumps are Necessary

One of the best decision to date was the fact I left my home country the third largest Caribbean ISLAND to LIVE, in the worlds second largest country. Anyone who told your that their transition from living in one country to the next is easy and fabulous probably lied and I said probably ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฟโ€โ™€๏ธ

Oh Canada!

We the North! ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ

Eh?

“No no, I will pay for it”

Yesterday I was reflecting on my life and telling someone how I am pretty Canadianized, lol. 100% Jamaican and I absolutely love my country but I have really adapted to the Canadian culture in a number of way, I have my favourite Canadian meals and bevearages, I find a sunny 11 degrees Celsius the perfect kind of weather, I enjoy the easiest of meals, still love to cook though… so many other things. ๐Ÿ˜‚

True gratitude was when I realized how necessary Canada was for my growth both physically and mentally, developing my disciplinary skills allowed me to practice faith and patience at a deeper level which allowed me to be closer to God. I am still learning that you can’t stay one place for too long, you have to to go find yourself in the world ๐ŸŒŽ, you have to take scary jumps, these jumps are not easy but I needed Canada so I could have matured in the beautiful young lady I am today.

I will always be thankful for my journey and opportunities that I have received and I say thank you in advance for opportunities that are on its way and are already mine, thank you. ๐Ÿฅฐ

“Humble calf suck di most milk”

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3:00am

I decided to stay up to get some work done because frankly I have been slacking, this was ensured by a cup of coffee I had after 9pm. Now that I have completed my work I am still wired on coffee and can’t sleep, on nights like these I browse through Pinterest; my virtual vision board and I found a picture with profound words that resonates perfectly with me at this very moment, it reminded me of how important and necessary sleep is ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’ซ

Sleep will restore me.

Good Night , as I type this I am getting real sleepy. ๐Ÿ’‹

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Iโ€™m Just Scared.

 

Scared but still fearless.

#ThingsAHumanWillDo

What I have been afraid to admit all along is that I am honestly scared, yes, no doubt this little girl all the way from Mandeville, Jamaica is BRAVE…I have the heart of a Lioness and I know that because I know my heart โค๏ธ (wish I could get some coconut water right now ๐Ÿ˜‰). I left the only place I knew as home to move to a totally different country, wow, even just thinking about it gives me goosebumps but I did it anyways because I try my best to foresee the future.

Yes it would have been EASIER to be satisfied with a particular level but I chose the harder route…so, I made a move because I wanted older me to have something great, all my hard work and tears, lol only GOD knows how many times I go to bed bawling! Now I look back I can laugh but I also know there are many more teary eyed nights ahead and maybe that makes me a little scared.

Just maybe…

I am very proud of how strong I have been with the fights I have fought, the endless mind battles of decisions, choices and I admire my discipline that made me press along like Paul (My high school Chem teacher told my class this almost every time we had Chem class, those words are stuck with me). I have evolved, I have become stronger,I have unlocked new intelligence, emotions and control of these emotions. Yet I still get scared of the next level of my life that I am about to unlock and I wanted to admit that and get it off my chest.

Blogging is very therapeutic for me and many times the only way I express my thoughts. Have I told anyone in my circle that I am scared?….NOPE. Will they read this? Probably not. And I am cool with that just showing logic ย that we all have our methods of letting things out. ๐Ÿ’ซ๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿค—

In all, I am going to do what I always do and what I must…walk in the faith of God knowing that what is mine will be mine and in whatever I do there has to be a purpose, an impact, spread of kindness, love, discipline, hope, understanding and patience.

I will keep going, I will keep trying to be better than I was yesterday, everyday. I have a thing where I say out loud “Tomorrow will be a better day” “Just a few more hours Kris” “You don’t need to look at your phone right now”

I have to remind myself of the reasons why it is important for me to keep focus and keep working my ass off. I am doing this not for 25 year old me to enjoy, hell nah, this is for Glory Thirties, Winning Forties, Flourish Fifties and so on, with each level it won’t get easier, I will still have to work fucking hard but will also be reaping the rewards of what younger me planted ๐ŸŒฑ and that’s the whole POINT!

So even if I am scared, I am also fearless and will greet fear at each level of my life because this ultimately is for my legacy! ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฟ

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6. Dear Future-Self ๐Ÿ’‹

Dear Kris,

Handbags are cuter but you are more of a comfort and efficient  kind of girl. 

Today was definitely a backpack kind of day ๐ŸŽ’ 

Oh and WATER, always!โญ๏ธ

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P.S This backpack has been with me since my first year of University (2012) ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ’ซ

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You are so special to me.

Love

โ€“ Younger You

5. Dear Future-Self ๐Ÿ’‹

Dear Kris,

Every โ€œNOโ€ is a blessing.

Every opportunity missed is a blessing. Whenย things donโ€™t go the way you planned, itโ€™s a blessing from GOD reminding you that he has something GREATER for you.

Be Patient ๐Ÿ’•

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You are so special to me.

Love

โ€“ Younger You

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May 13, 2019

9:38pm

Dear Maria,ย 

I understand the way you are feeling.

I get it and its okay….woman to woman just take deep breaths, go for a run, do some yoga and stretches so your blood can flow.ย 

I definitely know that nauseous feeling Maria…when the workload, stress and anxiety takes over and suddenly it seems as if there isnโ€™t enough space for your heart or lungs the way your chest hurts.

Breathing suddenly hurts and maybe not having a heart is not such a bad idea. Right?

Trust me I know. ย 

Relax Maria, take it one step at a time and remember all the obstacles and hurdles in your way will make you stronger and wiser.

Go get some rest.

Tomorrow will be a better day.

Love,

Krissy Wilby

#LoveLetters #Motivateย 

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